holaaa.

alright so im here, just chillin watching some tv on a late saturday afternoon . 

hit ups on facebook are a bit slow ...well because its saturday lol and i will be 

starting college very soon . 

i haven't been on lately because i've been working , ya know doing the whole 

adult thing lol and its been pretty coo so far, i like my job. besides all that im

watching this show about physics and i was just thinking about how i kind of

feel like i predicted mike jays death the day he died. don't call me crazy cause

im not and im gonna keep my lines neutral because it would be so sad if press

got those words and blew them up lol that'll be terrible. 

but no really cause i watched the whole thing, from the beginning of him 

being announced in the hospital , and i was watching it with my grandmother on 

television. and before i knew it the word "Death" came into my head and i said to 

myself "no dont say that" as if i was talking to someone in my head or my instinct...

and then two hours later he was pronounced deceased. 

i love mike jayy i do but i was just wondering if anybody ever had times in their 

lives where they just felt like they were physic about something or saw a vision and 

it ended up happening? ...hmph...idk 

well , ill ttyl <3

r.i.p mike jayy

daily food for the spirit

heres another scripture...


" Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong."
1 Corinthians 16:13

free sneakers.

okay so these are the creative recs that i got on saturday , i know these are last years edition but their still ill lol , i was helping out the homeless and since we did a good job they gave the youth from City of Refuge (my church) some sneakers. Oh and also, Mila J and her fam was there helping out too , shout out to them their really sweet people :] ...

zsup chuck .

good morning, it's the first monday of august and i have so much to do in so little time before i start college. im really excited for that but at the same time im wondering what to expect, i have a vision it's gonna be like high school but then i was like yeah right its gonna be like old people there lol! just kidding...i don't know what to expect at West LA really but i can't wait. Also im waiting on my drug test results to come in for my job this week, hopefully i can get started and get some money before my moms birthday, i want to finally be able to get her something nice than the average gifts teenagers give their parents each year. A nice card and a I love you lol. These past years i've been real creative with some of the stuff I do for her but this year im hoping it would be more special due to the fact life is rough since we are in a recession.

But anyway, I had a random thought right about now when I was watching that movie Friday After Next ; you know like how on the main cable channels they bleep out the bad words or change it to something more tasteful lol well i thought it was so crazy how, in the scene where Money Mike has the pliers on Damons...genitals lol...and Craig counts to three and within their lines Money Mike says the word "balls"...how come that bleeped out and then later on in the movie i believe Craig said the word n*gga ...and that didn't get bleeped out. Idk i thought that was real nuts, it's sad that the world or people find that as an ok piece of vocabulary to express... well , i know that was a bit random but it was just something i had on my mind ...

btw yesterday after church i decided to take a few random pictures, sportin some new Creative Recreations i copped and also showin off how i wore my hair lol ...some of the pictures may look a bit extreme as far as my hair, but it wasn't that bad in person lol .... enjoy .

so whats the use?

why is it that people who want to go green dont take it seriously

but moreso their into the unique fashions

the tote bags , graphic tees , necklaces blah blah

thats pretty lame ...havent nothing changed

all these products people are buying an the world is getting worse

i think if they would of never produced these type of things and

moreso scared the world into changing, the world wouldn't be in such

bad condition after all .

inspiration :]

" Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed."
Proverbs 16:3

say whaaat?

nice guys finish last ?

but why...
in my eyes you finish first
you tend to be the one who strive for the
better
instead of sittin around starin at the weather
staring at the world changing before you
disgusting all of those who came before you
bad guys finish last...
their the ones who to us real women are trash
the ones who get in trouble for no apparent reason
locked up and don't know whats the season
so in my eyes you finish first
so stop trippin and understand what your worth...


the whole more of the poem is , i believe that good guys are better :]